When you walked away I told you forget my name. You never knew me anyway. Not in the first place. Now I'm out of cash and I'm wasting days drinking all my time away. I lost touch with everyone I knew. Is it worth it? I feel deserted. Looking back I guess we grew, but not in the way that I wanted to. When you walked away, I knew you'd forget my face. You disappear into the darkness. You never looked back. Now I'm burning out. Go ahead and paint me black. It's been like this since the beginning and now i realize that. So tell me do you think i deserve this. Lately I've been feeling so worthless. Trust me I know I'm not perfect. But maybe if I felt more important I wouldn't have to try hard and force it. Now I know that nothing is worth this. Your'e so selfish, you don't see it. It's always someone else's fault.